Thoughts in my mind

Useless me
I can't buy her food when she's hungry
I can't drive her to college when her friend absent fr class
I can't lend her my shoulder when she's sad
I can't bring her to see dr when she's not feeling well
How many "I can't" I can write at here?
But others are there do the things "I can't"
All I can do is just text text text and text..
Who am I?
What am I?
What can I do?
Where do I stand in her heart?

How I wish I can stop the time...
So I can stop the time on 13th & 14th Feb 2009...
Short but happy...
Worth the wait...
Worth everything..
How I wish for the day to come again...
When will it be?
How long do I need to wait?
Anyhow, I am looking forward to that day when we will meet again...

All I want is just to spend the precious time together and share the burden she's carrying.. coz she's the best thing that ever happened to me

Distance between 2 hearts is not an obsticle - rather a great reminder of just how strong TRUE LOVE can be

Why guys like girls?

Here is one of the best reason why guys like girls:

The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their soul and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

My First Day at Work

16th March 2009 - I almost wake up late on my first day to work. I actually set my alarm to ring at 7am BUT I accidentally set to 7pm. I am lucky enough to wake up on my own at 715am. If not, I guess I’ll be eating cuttle fish again right now.

What I did today was just filling the forms, reading the company’s & insurance’s policy and attend the medical check up at the panel clinic for my company. Most of my new colleagues are quite nice and friendly especially my Project Manager. Hope that I can learn a lot from him from time to time.

The time crawled slowly till 5pm and I AM GOING BACK! But not home. I have to attend my ID class at Equator Academy of Art at 730pm till 930pm. An exhausting day for me but I like it coz I know I am not jobless anymore and I am grateful for that.

I just can't get HER out of my head. I am thinking of her all day long. Wondering how is she and what is she doing? But I am happy that she sent me message this morning to wish me a good day =)

Unpunished Crime

12^th March 2009 - Soon after my interior design class, I called Poay with my phone when I heard Fay shouted “my bag was snatched!!!”. I hurried to the scene then Poay told me that there’s nothing he can do to help Fay coz the snatch thief rode his motorcycle very fast which is impossible to chase. This happened around 940pm at McCallister Road, Penang. Her handbag was snatched together with her precious phone and ROXY card, but luckily she escaped with just a minor bruise on her arm. Sigh.. The number of crime in our country has risen dramatically soon after the economic crisis. Careful

Personality Test (quite accurate)

Extracted this personality test from my lovely cousin's blog..and this is my result!

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Not so Happy after all..

I slept late last night, but I woke up early as I was awakened by my phone at 9am. The phone call I answered was the phone call I've been waiting for quite some time. "I GOT THE JOB!". That was a very good news for me!

I was so excited abt it till I cant sleep back although I am tired and sleepy. I was told to report to work on 16th March 2009. It's the end of my misery, jobless, low self-esteem life.

The first person I can think of when I got the good news, was HER. I want HER to be the first one to know abt this good news. But I don't think that is a whole good news for HER as the job I got is base in Penang although the company do have subsidiary companies in KL. It's still up to the boss to decide where am I going...





Never frown even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile :)